The Mind & The Heart {Part 2}

I can't believe that you want to say it
To tell him
You know that hes never going to say it again
You ruined our chance, you bitch.
Its all your fault, you got yourself into this...
Don't even point that finger at me.
I may fill you with false thoughts
And pipe dreams to match
But in no way did I bring us here.

Rocking to and fro,
tears dropping like comets from the night sky
Glistening against my skin
How I wish he was here to see it...
The anguish I fight

He'll say it back wont he?
There is always a good reason...right?
He gets busy, thats no lie...
I push to much? no, that can't be it.
I just always want him to know,
Know how special he is to me...
But here I beat...waiting...wishing to hear the same...
So maybe you're right...why would I say it?
Maybe Mind is right for once...I messed up
I ruined it for both of us...he'll never love us again...