Differances Collide

Decisions, Decisons
Thats on my mind
Who to love
What to find

One very rude
And one very kind
He says he loves me
So I make up my mind

Another boy
So nice and giving
I know he loves me
Without me, hes barely living

I know who I want
Hurt there will be
But for once
I'll do whats right for me

Some mistakes I made
Right now with this guy
It only will happen once
That makes me want to cry

In the future
Regret it I will
He will always be remembered
I love him still

You let me fall
Over the clift of dispair
Held me to close
And you didn't even care

I nedd someone respectful
Someone nice to me
Someone who lets me do my own thing
And lets me be

I need love
But i need air
But what you say to me
It's hard to bare

We jsut fight
And I want more
Eighty percent are put downs
When I jsut want our love to soar

You make it hard
So the love is lost
Because of your decisions
The love you ciost

So much to be said
In so little time
So much to fit
In just this little rhyme

A hard decision to make
It hurts me to
But i meant what i said
I did love you

I deserve better
Better than you
You made promises
That you didn't do

I know I'll regret this
But I don't ned you
The way you treat me
And what you do

I hope you find the right one
But im not her
Our differences collide
And anger just stirs

I know you hate me now
But i dont hate you
I know you'll have girlfriends to come
Maybe one or two

Hope you get lucky
One better than me
We don't colash
And i who it's hard to see

But i see clearly
I guess my parents did too
That's all they were trying to say
The message came threw

I'm not taking there side
I'm just speaking my mind
You my be mad
But i'm trying to be kind

This just needs to end
It's not going anywhere
It's just a pattern
So don't think I don't care

I'm sorry for this
But for my adiue
I think it's best for us
And i'll always love you