My love will come out

I know I show that I don't love you
and that I don't give you any affection
But please give me time
cause I do love you
I love you more than you think u know
more love that you can't even imagine
Why am in this relationship in the first place
I'm taking a chance with you.
Forgive me for acting so coy
but I never met a guy that changes me
and that what's scares me
I don't want to show you love
cause everytime that I love a person they tend to abandoned me.
But If I don't show you love you'll run away
and that's something I don't want.
So as you reading this, this will be a new beginning for you and me.
That I'll make your upcomimg memories uplifting and happy.
It'll take some work but practice makes perfect
I will learn that I show my feelings instead of hiding them.
With you by my side it won't be a bumpy road
I want to show you love and never make you forget it.