This Feeling

This feeling creeps inside my body
There's no way to escape, and it feels so ungodly
Its a chore just to gather the strength needed to move
But my body keeps going, its got something to prove

This feeling creeps inside my soul
Where everything was filled, it burnt a hole
Seeping in death where there used to be life
A place that was once calm is now filled with strife

This feeling creeps inside my heart
Shattering it into many tiny parts
There's no longer feeling in my most sensitive place
There's only numbness in an empty space

This feeling creeps inside my mind
Its so hard to focus in this dark time
Can't fit a new thought in the jumble it's become
But without a new thought its impossible to move on

What this feeling is will now be revealed
It's something that can no longer be concealed
It's a life without God as my father and teacher
Without the one who gave breath to every living creature