Please,
Forget me
Before I'm forced to make you hate me
Completely and utterly
Just stop asking for me
I can't bare it
Knowing that I've hurt you in the worst way
And you're the one asking for forgiveness
You know,
I only want the best for you
Even if it means I have to destroy you
Bend you until I break you
You should have known better
Than to love me
Please,
Just leave me be
Before I give in to weakness and let you back in
Repeat the process
And hurt you again
So here's my last warning
Since I can't put up this fight for much longer
I tend to break the hearts
That beat only for me
Author notes
This was almost too much for me to handle. Opening up old wounds kinda sucks but I feel much better getting it out there. Ever since I hurt him I haven't trusted myself with relationships too much and always found that if I made a guy care for me romantically, I'd feel smothered and immediately lash out at him. I can't even bare to talk to this guy particularly anymore 'cuz I hurt him the most often and the worst.
He thinks he's the one who's done something wrong and has been asking about me for over a year. It really does break my heart.
Thank you so much for creating your contest. It's exactly what I needed.
A contest entry
- Clean your Closet. by surface--tension.
500 points, ended June 10, 2008, 18 entries
• next poem in this contest, remove from contest
Go easy on me. I actually mean't this one.
Comments
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Wow Liz.
I don't know if I know who you're talking abot. But knowing that you're so cautious with this makes me sad to knwo you feel this way at all. My favorite part of the poem is:
"You know,
I only want the best for you
Even if it means I have to destroy you"
I hope that by opening up the old wounds you he heal, and not get worse. Beautifully heartbreaking write.
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