Because Of You

My head is spinning still,
With life there's no more thrill.
When i reach out and take this weapon,
I know the reason I want to kill.

My hands are shaking,
I hear myself waking,
The pressure builds
it's your fault I was faking.

I changed myself for you to love me,
I hadn't known you didn't care,
I hate this feeling, can't you see
Our love was never really fair.

I cut my wrist,
I clench my fist,
My blood spills freely,
It was you that I kissed...

I hear the pounding at the door,
But I know I don't want to live anymore.
You're tired of waiting for me to forgive you,
And soon I'll be falling to the floor.

This is my goodbye,
I'm sorry, but this is how it ends.
I don't care if you cry,
And I hope your heart never mends.

I'll sum up the reason I want to die,
It's because of you, because of your lie.
And this you'll remember, this that I wrote,
For when you'll find this, it'll be my suicide note.