A pussy at work, a drunk at night

I am quite drunk

Unlike being stones
my spelling is a bt off
and although I can backspace as many ties as i like
it doesn't erally make up for my dyslexia now does it?

I want to call Kris.

The Big one in Blac,, as you may know ihim.

He's the one who's taken my heart
and turne dit into green friendly
newspaper
aye
he's the one
with another girl, I say.

Is he happy?
Shit if I now.
I haven't asker.

Why whould I do?

T'aint none of my business.

Not anymore.

Not ever.

I am quite drunk, aren't I?

Domseitme I get sentences right
an dI fell ike mayebe I could take another drink
but then I realize that I'm doing prety horribly
and I think no
that's al the drink for me.


If I close my eyes
look at me
eyes closed
I think I could do just fine.

But when I open them.
That's when Ithe trouble starts.

I think I love this man.
The big one in balc,.
I think I love him because he is a genuilnely good person
how many of those do you know?>
not many, I say.
Just one in my mlife.
Kris.
With a son.
Not even 3 years od yet.

He's got stns of shit going on
where do I fit?
I don't.
That's why he's with another.
Not me.
A white girl
with no more features than I
but they've a history teogether.
An unfgaorir advantage.
Whatever.

He'll realize
how good I could be for jim
drunk or not
stoned ro sober
we could make eachother
hapy.