Spirits

and I am asking,
Karmic Spirits,
Let the River of blood come,
Extract the parasite invading
My Temple...
Have I done wrong,
If so, I will correct it.
With each passing season
The days have made it
Difficult to breathe.
Am I meant to endure
These hardships surrounding
Me?
Involving
Me?
Have I not accomplished
My duties?
These mistakes I am
Learning from,
Growing into
The ideal humanity.
And I am asking,
Karmic beings,
Let the River of Blood flow
Extract the parasite invading
My Temple...
This last request,
And no more shall I
Hide in the evils
of inhumanity.
More of a being
of understanding
I have become
And know where the limits
Stand.
No more shall childish
Follies
Stand
In my way.
Alone I have been,
You have helped me grow,
Proven my Mother
in Earth and Living,
And I thank-you...
Even for this
Significant trial of tears,
I feel that you
Will allow me to continue.
Please, I am asking,
Karmic Spirits,
Let the River of Blood free
And extract the pain from inside of me.