My Heart is Forbidden to you...

We can't be together that's what we say
I wish that it did'nt have to be this way.
Trying to keep my feelings hidden and safely tucked away.

Wishing,praying,the obstacles were'nt in our way.
It's tearing me apart that that we are unable to be together and our feelings are forbidden.
Just know you'll always have my heart.
you'll be in my thoughts and prayers everyday and no one can take that away.

Your the man who I want in my life.
I pray for us to be together one day.
But right now it seems things just stand in our way.
Do to the fact I was once his wife.

This is making my heart hurt so bad.
Just thinking about about this shit is making me frustrated and mad.
It's not fair that others can be happy why not us.
You know what this shit is really fucked up!

After all I went through I swore up and down I would never care for you.
I just could'nt help myself though truth be told you already had me sold.
Because underneath that tough exterior is a heart of gold.

We say let's be friends even though it's more then that.
My heart is flat lining I hear whispers saying hurry up we're losing her.
Get the paddles stat.

It's really sad it has to be like this.You've captured my heart right from the start.
It really sucks that we have to be apart.

It should'nt have to be like this.Eating me up inside making my heartbreak.
It hurts so much I can literally feel my heart ache.
One thing you must know no matter what happens no one can make the feelings I have for you break.

Damn Papi it's over before it was able to begin.
I give up it seems no matter how hard I try I'll never win.
Such a shame it's a sin.

Papi you know who you are and what you mean to me.Someday we'll find a way to be together.
Until then we'll have to be satisfied with stolen moments.