Someday

You're confusing my thoughts, standing this close to me.
I inhale your cologne that you say you put on this morning,
but I swear you could have just sprayed that wonderfully intoxicating scent.
Your voice melts my heart into a puddle that consists of love and longing.
Your laugh makes me want to swell and burst with joy!
How I love to hear you laugh, especially when we're alone.
It makes me feel as though we are the only two in the world
and you laugh just to make me happy.
You have always been physically beautiful- your warm, soft brown eyes penetrate my soul and seem to see everything I try to hide.
Your body is contoured so that every part of you flows together
and I can see the muscles ripple under your skin.
But it's not your physicality that attracts me most,
but rather your personality, heart, and soul.
You care when others do not and are kind to those who have been mistreated.
You know all the right times and ways to cheer me up.
You know how to make me happy.

But you care for her, and not me.
I see the adoration and love in your eyes as you gaze at her,
and I can only imagine you looking at me that way,
for I will never know the real thing.
You were always a sucker for the wrong girls-
the vain ones rather than one who appreciates your heart.
I know the type of person you are and I could love you better,
given the chance. But I know that chance will never come-
because you don't see anything but a lonesome girl.
We have been friends for a long time, but that's all we'll ever amount to.
Maybe someday, I'll find another you that was made for me.