i won't try to hide it,
this painful stab in my heart.
thinking about the future,
ripping me apart.
i miss you when your here,
and i'll miss you when your gone.
and i'll listen to your promises,
that our love will stay so strong.
but i still pray to whatever god there is,
that he/she or it..
can make you stay right here,
at least for a little bit.
maybe its my fault,
i can't keep anything good.
just please go on without me,
just like i knew you would.
how could i let this happen?
i knew the pain would come back.
happiness is never me,
its just something i'll always lack.
so please just listen closley,
i will love you to the end...
i'll be as happy as ever,
as long as i just pretend.
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my boyfriends leaving to germany
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