Forgotten face

This angel in my brain
Its starting to hurt
I can see his blood stain his skin
He's trying to peel out
But who is he
Is he my poison
My antibiotics
Or just my nightmare
I cant see
His face is not there
Just a smooth surface
This has to be a nightmare
GET me OUT
I cant stand this
My skin is tightening
I need to break free
Why cant I remember him?
He's crying
Poor soul
But what if he's the one I was told to be afraid of?
Or is he the best part of me
Part of me wants to be forgot
To have a clean slate but thats not gonna happen
Everything will haunt me and my dreams will shatter
This forgotten face of his
Can never be remembered
For I'm toning him out
I must block his scream
Or I'll remember all the horrors caused by that one look