You're eating away

eating away as i see
Sitting by the toilet looking at the scale thinking about the food
you just ate away. Feeling guilty wishing you could look like a model.
You look skinny like you will end up dying tomorrow
but you're still walking and breathing yet you still struggle.You Smile like their is nothing wrong wasting away from this bad habit. The days go by you're mouth is dry as the sand on the beach on a sunny day You're looking in the mirror, saying to you're self [Yes i can get through this I will look like a model in those magazines] I just gotta lose 5 more pounds. 4 weeks end up to 3 pounds gone. 5 weeks end up 5 pounds gone you're laying their in you're bed looking at the water by you're bed side people crying all around you this is what you want
you say to yourself no i need to get through this just 3 more pounds i will look like a model. The weeks went past you're mother by you're graveside and you're mother is saying to herself [ everyone is born their own unique way and you had you're special way too.]