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Without Him

I love him so much.

I just dont know why it always ends this way.

I wish he was here by my side.

I cant take it. I want him so badly it hurts.

I can barely sleep at night.

I wake up and he's the first thought that enters my head.

I miss his kisses, his tender touch.

I miss his fingers running through my hair.

I miss the way he'd hold me tight.

I miss the way he'd whisper sexy thoughts in my ear.

I try so hard not to think about him.

But his memory haunts me so.

My heart says run to him.

My brain screams No!

This pull inside me is so draining. I feel torn.

He always told me how beautiful i was.

And never let me call myself fat.

He said I was pefect, the perfect girl for him.

He was my perfect guy, my Mr. Right.

Oh why do things end up this way?

I miss him so much.

Gawd why cant we just be together?

The universe is out to get me.

Someone wants to make my life hell.

I need him & want him always.

He was my everything.

My absolute one & only.

Life just isn't the same.

Not half as fun or exciting without him.

I will never find anyone quite like him.

I miss his laught most of all.

I miss his thick dark hair.

And how he liked it when i softly tickled his back.

I miss the way he used to talk to me,

full of love & awe that I was truly all his.

I miss his snuggles.

I  miss walking beside him through town holding his hand &

we goofed around & groped eachother each time a car passed by.

I miss his jokes at random things.

I miss his opinions on flying &

how we could do anything if no one had ever told us we couldnt.

I miss laying in the soft grass as he wrapped his arms around my legs and refused to ever let go.

I miss the way he could always chear me up when life sucked.

Gawd how i miss him.

We were meant to be but not?

I just dont understand.

Why do things work out the way they do?

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  • Sad but true

    I don't know why things work out the way they do, but I do know that each thing that happens in life, does happen for a reason. Rather it's right, or wrong, it all comes down to what it is. And sometimes it can really hurt, it can just hurt so bad, but there is truly no one to blame for these things, these things just happen and thats the way it is.

    Life has its funny little ways of reminding us day in and day out about what life is about.

    Have a great day.
    Thank you for sharing this with me.
    God Bless
    ~Only1love4ever

  • Bean Sidhe gold member
    May 24

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    I would tend to agree with the last comment. I understand & commiserate totally with you but I know that this one wasn't for me. Even if he felt that way for a very long time. Push all the emotion, all the pain and anger, into your poetry. I think you have a great talent here. Good for you!

  • Great Words

    I've lost a few special someone's so don't be to despondant...the right one really does come along when your broken heart is ready to mend...promise...it is a beautifully written poem and I think that writing is part of the healing prossess you are well on your darling great write keep them coming

  • OMG

    that was beautiful snd just WOW