Bitter smiles
Years of loneliness
Causing petrification
Of the heart
Events ripple
Tides change
Somethings coming
Best to get out of the way...
OUCH! FUCK!
Not fast enough
Bloody and bruised
Standing...but barely
I smile
Innocence and Patience
Meet me in the middle
Patience, so hesitant
Innocence like fire
Consuming...
Heart of stone crumbling
Remembering what it is like to feel
And to hurt...
Tears, that were better left in side
Spill upon Patience
Whispered words of hope
from the ever beautiful Innocence and Patience
A chance gleaming in the distance
I pause
I'm afraid
What if I fall?
What if it hurts?
What if I can't get back up?
What if, what if, what if...
"Sometimes you have to gamble
Or you'll miss out on something wonderful."
Okay, I trust you.
I'll make the jump...
Please, don't let me fall.
Author notes
I like this a lot. Two people in my life have really made me smile and feel again. It's nice and beautiful and so wonderful. Whatever may come from this, I won't regret it. I'm terrified of what may happen...but if I don't do this...I'll never forgive my self. So, keep your fingers crossed for me, I'm giving this all I've got.
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