thinking to my self what i have become,
all i did was watch never acted but always pretending, hoping to understand more and more never thinking what it was doing to me. Now I'm this monster this demon I've created such emptiness fills my heart as i crave to be human but my soul is far to cold for that of any i know, what am i to do where am i to look. Who will save me from this hollowness. No one nothing can save me anymore its far to deep for anyone to hear so i must do it on my own. I struggle everyday and every-night keeping my head held high cause deep inside i know ill never surrender and never give up. I have been tormented and destroyed mentally and physically but never did i kneel before so never will i let this torture win. I will succeed and win this war and all who looked down before will tremble at my very voice.

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