how the story went

So here how the story goes.
You broke my heart and you thought it was okay.
You disappeared for so long then finally you came back.
I can't believe I actually believed all the words you said when you said I’ll always love you.
Now I just feel like a fool because you lied to me.
You made me believe what wasn't true.
I still can't let you go.
I wish I could.
Because everyone knows I can't hold in this sadness very long.
This isn't the longest I’ve held it in so far I’ve held it in for a few years and that’s when it got worse.
I started smoking drinking and cutting.
Somedays I wish I could take all this back.
And restart my life from here on.
But that is just going be to hard so I guess I’m stuck here till the end