Lost Inside

I'll just take time out,
To find who I am,
I'm lost In here somewhere,
So I need to stay calm,
I hear myself shouting,
And crying out loud,
I feel myself hiding,
Staying back from the crowd,
I am usually happy,
But something Is wrong,
I shun friends and family,
I don't feel I belong,
My thoughts become scary,
Something wrong In my head,
A voice always saying,
I am better of dead,
I don't think I need help,
They would class me Insane,
One more day on my own,
Where I cry so In pain,
My body Is weak,
But no food can I touch,
I feel sick today,
As the pain is too much,
My head keeps on hurting,
And It's driving me mad,
It Is getting me down,
And I feel really sad,
Then today at my lowest,
A friend came to me,
She just told me straight,
That a doctor I'd see,
I give thanks to the doctor,
For the medical care,
I will get the help needed,
And my problem I'll share,
But I must thank my friend,
And the things that she said,
Without her Intervention,
I was certainly dead.