Your my little angel,
Darling baby girl.
No harm will ever come to you,
tucked away in a curl.
My body is your haven,
no nightmares you will see.
I will protect every inch of you,
to my heart you are now the key.
I can feel you growing everyday,
tossing and turning in your sleep.
Shh, hush little baby
don't make a peep.
There are no monsters here
and mummy is trying to find a way
not to weep.
See the Doctor gave bad news today;
your smile is never going to be.
Never am I going to hear
the pitter patter of your tiny feet.
Never will I get to hold you in my arms,
or sooth your crying voice.
Never will I see you grow up.
Having a child, I don't even get the choice.
Baby girl I'm so sorry,
but I can not give you life.
I can not even whisper sweet words of love
or cuddle you goodnight.
Please do not blame yourself,
my body just says no.
Apparently it isn't a safe place
for your precious heart to grow.
So as your waiting for someone else
to bring you into this world.
Please never forget,
you'll always be my darling baby girl.
Author notes
Every female on my mothers side of the family has had to have a hysterectomy done by the time they were thirty because of complications of some kind.
I got results from the doctors today, they say that I am only able to have a child for another year, and then I will have to have a hysterectomy. I have some kind of infection of the fallopian tubes.
I am not even twenty years old and I am being told I wont be able to have children.....
Please tell me what you think
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My doctors have told me that I probably will never have a child. I have a syndrome that makes it close to impossible but it has been done. if the syndrome progresses into the disease, there is a 100% fact I will never have a baby of my own. I gave up one of my biggest dreams because of what the doctors' said.
Please never give up hope. -
O, MISERY!
The first thing that comes to my mind when thinking of the heavenly gifts that God has granted to mankind is motherly love. For a male it is absolutely impossible to imagine what bliss and pleasure is in bearing a child. It is a rare gift of God and nothing can be more painful to a woman than to be deprived of that gift. This poem spontaneously brought tears to my eyes.
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oh my goondess i am so sorry to hear that! it is horrible to hear that something like that happens to a woman who wants children, and i am sure god will bless you with one despite your infection in your family
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wow this was pretty heart wrenching! i can feel your pain all throughout this poem. it was a quite a shock when "the doctor gave you bad news today" i'm very sorry for what has happened to you. take care
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aww sweety, it's ok. i miscarried 6wks today because my eggs wont develop enough to carry out a full pregnancy. i know how it feels to not be able to give birth. i'm 16yrs old.
it hurts to know you can't have that precious gift of life. this poem deeply touched my heart & brought up my feeling towards my own child. it's a poem that many women can relate to. i hope you continue to write lyk this.
your poem flows perfectly & sends a message, full of emotion.
--Blessed be--
Shacadia Shay
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