I am around

breathing is over-rated
it's forgetting you that's hard

let me be angry, depressed and furious
let the winds pick up and sweep me away
feel the marks left on your neck
and know forever you will drink their blood

if I was a vampire
you'd be my first victim.
the one chosen to live forever
trapped within my world
where I play god

you are my puppet

my masked toy

the pieces I move

I'm heartbroken with the explosion you left
you will live with the torment of my corpse
because you will give me your soul
and I will leave you shattered and forgotten

if I was a vampire
you'd be the one I'd spare
I'd let you hold my cold hard body
feel the veins where blood once lived

before I go I'll leave with you
a gift I've given up
no longer can I give this gift
once my soul is gone

I'm leaving you
the sweet hot tears
that pour all down my face
the liquid pain
and blissful joy
that leaves trails soft like lace

the moon is calling
the blood is gone
and I'm only now a whisper
hear me dance within you hair
and know that I'm around.