painfully loving
from afar,
wishing he was in my arms,
looking, wanting to know if he fills the same
but to afraid to amight
how I fill
afraid to be jugded by the people that surround him
and the sentence for being guilty would be
broken heart, emosional brakedowns, and a life time of humilletion
but I am guilty, guilty of love
so what do I do?
Do I turn myself in, or do I stay On the run?

