im sorry mom

im sorry mom
im sorry i never new you like i wanted to
i never wanted you
to go the way you did that lonely night
i knew it was to wet to drive
and  i new
you were going to walk anyway
i didn't want you to get hit by that car
it was out of control, i couldn't think straight when the cops came
to take me away
when i heard the news
that you were killed by a passing car
i hope you are ok where you are
and i want you to know that
i will never forget that night
when the cops was passing by your body
you didn't even make it out of the yard
and you were killed
killed by an out of control car
i wonder if you would still be here if i wold halve stopped you
im sorry mom
i just stood on the step
watching the car speeding down the road
i couldn't even breath when i saw it hit you
i always just wanted to say im sorry mom