losing

My heart is pounding
Can't breath feels like Im drowning
My palms are sweaty
My my mind is focused and ready
Anxiety taking over
The air around me is getting colder
I want you back so bad
I give it my all
I cry my heart out for you
I wish you could see what Im all about
I know that I deservre it
I can tast victory
Your mine
With you every second counts
Being so close
Its when it hurts the most
Whishing I could go back in time
Crying and crying
A pain in my chest it feels like im dying
Can't do anything about it
so mad beacuse they riped you away from me
I had you in my arms
Too late because now I have to go through all the pain
All this is driving me insane
It takes time to heal
Sometime I dont even know what to feel
The pain of loseing you in this game
It is by far the worse pain