Goodbye.

daylight turned soft
upon me night drifts
my spirit knows the sound
of tears, clenched fists....


I could feel your hand upon my heart
here
as you fell
I can still see you ..my love..
I know
Heaven is where you dwell
If you could know just one thing
It is that I will always care
I am alone and held to night
From here to you I stare..
I can feel you baby, I know you know I can
Everything within me now, to remain here where I stand

You where always part of me
The light within my soul..
I will never again, be felt as one or whole
I live within a sorrow
My Love
That cannot drift away
I only want to brush your cheek these fingers just that way..
And know again your breath telling me everythings
ok
To stand beside you once again
To the heavens
I will pray

So lonely this walk
here
Now that you have gone
I felt you watching baby
When my hand was on that gun
You are those eyes that I can feel telling me to smile
I cry alone the shadows dwell
It will take more than awhile..
For this love to heal
My Love
Your image stills my eyes
I can feel your tears upon me mimicking the ones I cry

Why have you been taken?
My Love
I scream to dead of night
Fallen knees and still no answer befalls my tragic sight
I still hold fast those pictures
Of you
here, within my mind
And when It gets to be to much I know where they are to find
The ones of you just laughing still
bringing me to tears
Yet at the same time they are the ones that burn away the fears..

My God
I will never forget the way you held my heart
As I kneel with Rose in hand it is still just torn apart
I wish I could just walk with you once more in the rain
It would steal from me this
..sorrow
Just to feel you once again...

But this is now the reality that crashes to me in waves
Your image
I will hold forever
That Love you simply
Gave..
You are My Love
..........................My Heart
.........................................My Soul
......................................................Your gift upon me shine
And I will know you again my dear
If it takes
The rest of time..

So here My Heart this song to you upon the winds I sing
To tell you of a love so close and all the joy that with it bring
I'm sitting by the
....campfire....
You remember well the place
My tears are falling
....that's ok
..................for by the heaven's I see your face

Your looking down on me *that love* is held within those eyes
Your fingers slowly raise my chin
Quenching bitter cries
You hold me just a moment and My God, still I feel those ties
But this is just your way of saying..

I Love You..

...................and goodbye.



..T..