wish you'd never noticed

sometimes i wish youd never noticed me

that i'd been lost among the masses in your eyes

then i'd have never had to show how weak i really am

you draw out the best in me, but i

cant accept the worst

i hate myself today, and only wish you could do the same

because then i'd have no hope for us

and the tears: they wouldn't fall

leaving inkstains down the paper

that i'm writing all this on

so hate me please, thats all i ask

then i can do the same

and once again i'll be alone

to watch the movies in my head

as they play over and again

and the pain it slowly ebbs away

from the pills that i just took

and once again i'll fade away

and no one will have to look

at the damage that i've done to myself

and life goes on in peace