A relationship put off so much; time after time a chance to get the prince charming i turn down, this never ends up becoming a reality.
With the ability to say 'yes' i can't form the word, not a possibility able to come true.
A thirty minute drive, feels like forever to him. almost as is though the desired destination will never be reached. All he seems to want is me, the girl who will be in his heart and mind on lonely days, days where we're just sitting side by side and days when the words 'i love you ' are trapped inside his heart. I know this simply by the way he looks at me, his eyes get lost a face that glows so bright it can warm the coldest of place
Let me take a chance with him, please; let this brick wall fall down. I can't hold the hurt of past relationships in, i must be able to ignore my conscience
so i thought the feelings of fear could evolve into feelings for him
A hard day became so much easier, just with the courage to let my guard down.
Now, that i am with him its hard to think that at one point i made myself believe that i didn't have feelings. I'm still so unsure of the feelings i have, i can only move onto the next day and hope there real.
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