I loved you both, And i've lost you both

Why do I always hurt when I see you walk by?
Why do I always cry when I see a sign?
This hole I'm in I'll never leave
This place of loneliness where I'll die
I've lost the person that I can't live without
My heart is torn and broken apart
My friends say to give you up and get over you
But how do I do that?
When all I want is you
I'm suffercating in this love for you
I don't know how to live without you
I've loved you forever and I can't forget that
You moved on, for that I'm jealous.
I know that I'll never fully get over you
My love is whats killing me.
I'm hoping this will get me over you
But I doubt it will
So here's to you
I hope your happy with my best friend
Cause I know she is better than me!
I'll always love you both
And now I've lost you both
I'll kill myself over you
And I'm sorry for loving you honey!