onen your f****n eyes!!!!!!!!!!! (it hurts)

hey, this is me
telling you exactly how i feel.
i live to see you smile
but it hurts

i love you!!!!
i can't live without you!!!!!
i'd die without you!!!!!
and i can't heal my aching heart!!!

you upset me
and sometimes i hate you
only for not loving me
i guess i hate myself

i cry without tears
i scream but no sound comes out.
i can't live like this!!!!!!!!!
not without you my love

so if i haven't said it before...
i love you!!!!!!!!
for ala's sake!!!!!
open your eyes... i love you!!!!

open your f****n eyes my love!!!!!
love me too
i know i'll never hold you
never taste your kiss

i only let her date you
so i can see you every day
even if i walk away
i still know that you are there

the comfort of your pressence
the thought of your existance
the tears i cry is nothing
compared to the pain inside

my heart aches
my heart breaks
and it feels like you're forever gone
cause you roam my mind every day

i kiss you in my dreams
the gauzy realm takes me away
away frome here and next to you
so i can finaly hold you

for you are my ever lasting love
though i'll never let you know