I open my eyes,
look around with despise,
lying in my bed,
Thinking of what he had said.
The look on his face,
when I saw him in that place,
his arms around another,
drained my face of any color.
Sweat slid by my brow,
Thinking of what I'd do now,
Slowly I stood up and walked,
Thinking of how my heart once had been locked.
I had watched his smile fade away,
He cursed as I had turned his way,
He had hoped that I wouldn't see,
Remembering that he said all he needed was me.
I hold my breath, thinking it through,
All the things that we were wanting to do,
Did they matter at all,
From here do we fall?
He was shocked and speechless,
I told him it was all meaningless,
Forced him to stay out of my mind,
Deciding not to be kind.
It plays over and over again,
Like being written with a permanent pen,
I Let it go, but really hurting it did seem,
When after all, it was just a dream...
Author notes
This is based on a dream I had, and every other stanza is about me being awake and the thoughts in my mind as I played it over and over in my mind.
What do you think?
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i like it kinda spacey but good
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