not done

dont tell me all the lies you think, are true
dont come to me and say that its gonna be okay
you cant see the pain i feel
you can't hear my silent screams
i bet you didn't know, when my grandmother died
she took apart of me
several years have passed it's been almsot eight
i didn't think it was possible, it surely must fate
i never believed that word, i always thought it was fake
but then when reality hit me...it was the word today...

  locked in a world of darkness, scattered peices of me
i think i feel worse then hell, i'd rather not be me
i close my eyes to shut out the light, not wanting to see day
i'd rather stay in darkness because it feels better anyways
why bother holding onto something, if it's gonna slip away
i didn't think it was possible, but... i think i've lost myself today