Once i had lost you for what I thought would be forever.
And then, I see you one day.
Sitting, waiting for me.
I miss you as a parent,
But you terrify me as a person.
I see you standing there,
Staring me down watching me.
I have no choice to escape.
I never wanted it.
I only want my innocence back.
I see you with the manic look in your eye,
Just like every time before.
The look I know so well.
The look I fear more than anything.
I know what is happening next.
What is too happen.
I know what you want me to do and what will happen if it doesn't happen.
I know that you love me deep down inside.
But now what i want to do is hide.
Stitches before and pain forever after.
I am too small for the pain you bring.
Too small to hold it all in.
Too small to run away.
I know what is too come.
There is no escape from your pure evil.
There is no running away from what you do.
I love you but hate you.
The attention I get from you is more than I get from anyone else.
I miss you,
But why do you have to do this.
Why can't we just go play on the swings like every other family.
I know i will never get rid of you again.
I know this is the return.
The next escape from you I have is death.
Author notes
"Your release from prison's gates has me running to bury myself in the grave and covering my soul with the comfort its confinement will bring"
Cassie Harrison
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Wow, this is really emotional and very good. Thanks for entering and good luck.
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