You Won't Know

Wide open eyes
An unspoken "I hate you and goodbye"
Head tilled to the side
Chin lifted high
An elongated sigh
Lids flicker and shut
The bitting of the lower lip
Head tilled down

I hope you know
Everything you thought you had a chance at
Is living underground
And that moment I told you about
Its near impossible to see now
Every time it  rains
You'll feel it but won't know what it is
Craving what was
Craving everything that could have been

Feet shift
Alternate one in front of the other
While arms are crossed
Stern glance
Knees sterdy and strong
A deep breath
Back is straight
Hair flowing magically

It's true that my tastes have changed
Even a change of heart
An added kindness
Won't get me to feel
You won't read your name in five years
All you'll be able to do
Is tell a drunk whore that you knew me
That you know where I used to live
That you wish you knew where I was now

Open the door
Keys in lap
Eyes not looking back
Seatbelt placed over torso and waist
Shoulders squared
Hands on the wheel
Looking out to the road
A tenseness in chest

You can't save me
I don't want you to save me
Insults get you no where
And everything you've said
Is getting caught up to the moment
I'm not sorry for lying
Or trying to be nice
It's over, you no longer have a chance
And when it comes to feeling the best there is

You Won't Know
You'll Never Know