I Can Live With It

I get a little deep in the night
when it is only vodka and me
Reality just fades out of sight
Sometimes
I say a thing or two I don't mean
I don't even need to say them right
Only 'cause I can't deal with love
And get it right

And I would like to tell you that I knew what I was doing
But I would be lying through my teeth if I did
After all the new obstacles I went through after then
All I can say to you is; now I can live with it

Your life doesn't allow for the stuff
I first had in mind when we met
And I know that nothing was enough
For me
I dealt with your rejection oh so wrong
to have another excuse to be sad
I can't believe I was stuck for so long
On that road

And I would like to tell you that I knew what I was doing
But I would be lying through my teeth if I did
After all the new obstacles I went through after then
All I can say to you is; now I can live with it

It's not that I care what you think about what I say
I just don't want to give you another reason to back away
I cared about you just because I did
You're gonna have to learn to live with it
But you will always see how I was then no matter what I say

And I would like to tell you that I knew what I was doing
But I would be lying through my teeth if I did
After all the new obstacles I went through after then
All I can say to you is; now I can live with it