Feeling Like A Whore

I guess I should be sorry
but I'm just fuckin' not ...
I think I finally gave you
as good as I ever got.
You kept me in the shadows
didn't treat me like a friend
that's what finally got you
when I exploded at the end.

Our friendship was on the up and up
there was no need to hide
but you're pussy whipped or something
and she has you terrified.
One mistake is on her list
a big one goodness knows
she keeps you on a short leash
and it never grows.

So I hid back in the shadows
afraid to take a breath
Frightened someone would see me
Yes, I was scared to death.
Always feeling kinda dirty
Something I abhor
wanting just to have a friend
yet feeling like a whore.

All this anger deep inside
mingled up with hurt
to think that your satisfied
that I can feel like dirt.
Well it came out in the wash I guess
you never were a friend
I say, "what the fuck do I care"
just exploding in the end.