The muse is gone
The words come out wrong
It's been so long
Since words i have spawned
I don't know...
The joy of a smile
Simply that
A joy
The joy of a laugh
Simply makes me smile
No words flood forth
Life
Work, the world
Their tolls have been taken
And i am weary
I still see the joy
But my heart no longer sings praises
I want to write
I need to write
I miss writing
My story goes unfinished
Neither typed
Nor lived
My poems lay in dust covered drives
No views
No comments
It's been too long
Nobody knows me
Was i ever here
I know i was
The proof is there
All covered in dust
The CB flows by
I see the odd name i know
But no one answers
I am unknown
I once was
But am no longer
The future flows at me unceasing
The past similarly drifts away
Right now...right now is now drifting away
I miss my muse
That spark that described life around me
The waving leaves in a branch saying "good morning"
Blowing in the wind
Like dust
My muse
Not a person
Not a place
Merely a state
My being is in a different state now
Simply a human being
Living life as life passes by
Smiles abound
Life is good
Life is happy
But i miss you muse
I miss seeing life around me
And not just seeing those living it
You don't care
You don't even want to read this anymore
So i will stop.
Author notes
i don't know how to classify that...sorry to bore you
say hi, let me know you remember me...if you still do
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I remember you. i called you my muse. do you remember me John?
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I remember you. i called you my muse. do you remember me John?
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I know what you mean .. it seems like the happier you are, the harder it is to find words to say what you want to say. Also, the less you feel the need/desire to put what you feel into words. It's kinda sad, really, but I have the same problem. I just recently got my "muse" back, and even still, I'm not nearly as into it as I was a few years ago .. and no one here remembers me, either!
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as if!
not having the time(thanks to meara) to hang out in the cb lurking all day has it's disadvantages i guess ...i still knows ya 
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