Kelly

I've screwed up,
I've messed up.
It's no use I'm just a f*ck up.
I'm sorry.
For every tear you'll ever cry.
I'm sorry for everything I've ever said.
I'm sorry for all the doubt.
I'm sorry for making you pay.
I'm sorry for you thinking that I would cheat,
That I would leave,
That it was all a lie.
But it wasn't.
You see into my soul and scream out
What can not be spoken from my own lips.
You see what I cannot,
And show me what it's worth.
You've shown me how good I've got it.
How the world would be,
If I wasn't here.
You stopped me,
For defeating myself.
You stopped me from
Stopping my own heart.
Because I didn't understand.
But I want you to know Kelly,
I'm sorry for what I've done.

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Kelly, if you're reading this, I was thinking of you. I'm sorry that I messed up. And that you're with me, you deserve so much better. Goodbye Kelly.
I love you.