no matter what i do i will always carry you in my heart

looking back at my life
i see this old pattern
watching it twist and spiral
I smile not because its killing me
but because i lived it

Letting everything fall out of control
all i can do is watch it
seating here watching all the piece collect on the ground
and everything just flying
bumping and crashing the pieces fly

looking over i see you
walking in with this smile
everything freezes
pushing your way through
you take piece by piece
putting it all back together
you reach me
and with every touch i melt
cupping your hands to my face you look me in the eyes
you will always be my shooting star you whisper
dont ever change you say
come 2010 i will be here
waiting ...

but i need you here..
i fight back the tears
please..please i want to fall to my knees
and beg..
but i cant.. i cant make this any harder then it is
maybe its or the best
maybe you my angel can feel the air shifting
the winds are blowing hard and restless
holding my hand you slowly let go
turning away you walk
watching you my heart stops
please i whisper..
you just keep walking...