Attempt...

Every breath detached
Eyes flickering till death
You won't touch me
Or even let me cross your mind
I guess its fine
I guess I'm fine
Parted lips
And a loose way of standing
You hope so terribly that
You'll fall in love again
You won't fall in love again
Not now, not while I'm so far away
Hair pushed back
Fresh nail polish and new shoes
What should I do?
I keep telling myself I am over you
I keep thinking I'm over you
And I want to take it back
Every phone call or rewinding collapse
I want to erase every moment I was weak
Make you forget and let the truth repeat
I don't want you back
But I want you to want me
Is that so wrong?
To want to hear you speak
To want to at least be kind, or friendly?
I attempted to hold on
For reasons that I'm sure
But every fiber collapsed to the floor
The moment you wanted to move on
And I wouldn't let you
Rude, Crude, and Asshole at the least
Nothing would bring back
The guy I once thought was sweet
You won't fall in love again
Not while I  walk away
Because when I'm no longer clinging on
Your attempt at confidence tends to stray
I won't say I miss you
Or that we should  try again
Because every word would be a lie
And I don't want to go through that again.
[Attempt.]