my heart is left for me to hold
does my heart dare to stay with in me?
does this hurtful pain drive a knife within thy heart
i know that i have messed up
does that leave you to hurt me like you did
the rich deep red blood drips unstoppable from my heart
leave pieces dried and unfixed
i look up and see you
closing my eyes to make you disappear
but my memorize only bring you hear
and soon i wake to know the truth
your not there
not there to hold me tight in the painless sites
i see every day the one who i loved and cared for
the one i missed all my life till you where found
oh i turn when you walk by to hide my empty heart
to hide the tears of blood running from my eye!
can't you see
your the drug that keeps me from dieing
i thought i was meant for you
I'm sorry for the things i have said but i didn't mean to
you did the same to me but i was foolish
Foolish enough to let it go by
the pain you caused me was left behind
behind the guilt i suffer now
that's all left behind
the love that covered it all
it still lives
lives here with me
i'll take you back and put that pain behind
but yet it is a dream
the cursed disease
takes lives and never seems to leave
Why can't we live in the moments we seem to never forget?
to be there with the ones we love, is that wrong?
that's all i can say but so many things still haunt me
you looks, that kiss, your lovely brown eyes that seem to call to me when...
when you lived here
not there in heaven no i am yet left by my self never to love again afraid of forgetting my first love
never never will i love again
not unless you say
do you want happiness from me?
the wind blows and i swear you'r talking to me
but this
this is the end of times of happiness for me
i go home to cry asleep.....
Author notes
In this poem the girl is missing a love that was lost by cancer
A contest entry
- It must be love, love, love...! by Li snuffles.
500 points, ended May 13, 2008, 13 entries
Honorable mention
• next poem in this contest, remove from contest
Have you ever felt that much pain?
Comments
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Wow! I could feel the emotion in this, i know how difficult it is to lose a lost one, not to a disease such as this!
But i know how difficult it is to see a loved one in the street and know you cannot call them by your side
...xxx
good luck in my contest and thank you for entering, it was sad but beautiful
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welcome to allpoetry!!!
Hello Devils20Poet
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I'm glad to see that you have some flow to your poetry and that you understand format at such a young age!
Formats can make a poem beautiful,
one suggestion though don't repeat some of the same word twice near each other like the word heart in the beginning
other then that great poem!
Lio
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