I lay here, shaking
Why am I here? I don't fit in over this side of the Pond.
Not with being forced to fake who I am, having to hide the real me
I belong Stateside, with the girl who has stolen my heart
With my guardian angel, who watches over me from afar
With my siblings, who know and understand me, as I them
I belong with my true family,
Not with the people I live with
Not at all, they bitch and whine at me
Ignore me and cast me aside
They don't know how it hurts...
How I long to be safe, long to know I'm loved
My true family give me that, I love them for it
I know they won't desert me at all
Author notes
Thinking about last night
I got into a MAJOR fight with my folks...I shouldn't even be ON here
I love the Avaritias
What do you think?
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mhm.
This is awesome, I can relate to the whole thing. Especially, I can relate to this part:
"How I long to be safe, long to know I'm loved
My true family give me that, I love them for it
I know they won't desert me at all"
I feel the same thing in a different way. Right now I am going through extreme problems with my family, I want to live at my dad's house but I love my mom too much to leave her side. I don't really know which side to choose. I do so many things wrong, I feel like the people here at the house that I'm staying at don't understand or love me even though I know they do, and the side of my dad's house make mistakes as I do so they're more forgiving.
So basically I love the poem.
*snugs*
~Pandy
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aww hun.. this was really good..
You just poured everything out in this piece..
Great write hun.. beautifully done!!
Angel
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i love you
youre awesome!!
i wish i could just hug you!
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this is a great write, my dear brother. Keep up the great work.
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