Beneath the fakest smile ever,
I hide the pain of knowing the truth but having to deny it.
When they ask me what you're up to,
My throat tightens of tention
And as every part of my body misses you more every second,
I find the courage to say its fine.
I smile, when all I want to do is crawl inside my memory and pretend we lasted.
But you threw it all away.
The day you told her you loved her , you were dead for me.
You promised.
You said we were gona make it.
That you cared.
I dont want us to fall apart.
We were suposed to make through thick and thin.
Thats what you said, remember?
And I hope when you hear our song,
The one that makes you think about me.
I hope that for a second,
That moment,
Everything stops.
And you remember.
So you can look in her eyes and see me.
Wish she was me.
But if you're happy, theres nothing left to say.
Ill stay here wondering what we could've been in the end if it wasnt for her.
For all she took away from me.
You said no one compares to me.
That there was something about me you couldnt get out of your head.
Where did that go?
When you said we would move in together,
You didnt care where as long as you were with me.
These arent my words, they come from your own mouth.
You spoke them and meant every word of it.
So when you're with her,
Think of me.
And think of how happy you stopped us from being.
Its funny how the guy I was supposed to live my life with ,
Is the one i'll spend my life trying to forget about, unsuccesfully.
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