ApologiziNg is an Art

Out of the blue I recalled
A moment long passed
Of you and your words
To ease my pain at last

Perhaps it was just nothing
Words escaped just to kill time
That I should say sorry
And that the his anger would die

Hands cold as the snowy hills
Pride tugging at my heart
Voice shouting the words
Assuming to be turn down hard

But what I expected happened not
He smiled at me
Shook his head and took my hand
Right away accepting my apology

I turned a disbelieving look
To you who said "go!"
And right away I felt grateful
Your encouraging words helped me so

And now this time around
I am in the same dilemma
But by some wicked twist of fate
Put you in his cursed arena

And once more I do not know
What to do, what to say
Call you or not
Confused all the way

Wish you were here to tell me
To go and talk to you
To cheer my aching soul
To tell me what is right to do

No one else can help
Not my family nor my friends
All not here to tell
How and when will this silence ever end