Where are you?
Where are you now I need you?
Why aren't you here?
[You always used to be there
Now you aren't
You've gone away
Gone away forever]
Why did you leave me?
Why did you go away?
Why aren't you here with me?
[Forever
Forever now you're out of my reach
I see you
And I try to reach out to you
But you fade away into the distance
You fade beneath my touch]
Why won't you come back?
Why can't you sense I'm failing without you?
Why aren't you by my side?
[I'm falling
Falling into oblivion
And there's nothing I can do to stop it
Only you
Only you can pull me back to safety
Only you can save me from the darkness]
Why?
Why won't you reach out to me?
Why won't you save me from myself?
[I need you
I don't want to admit it but I do
I need you here with me
And all the while we're apart
I'm dying inside]

very sad, but in a way it sounds like it helps to get it off your chest! I lovey how you did your more inner thoughts separate, and on the other side of the page. that was cool. haven't seen that yet! nice job, me fluffy abstianate spinahc!! 
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