soft underbelly of despair

when the end is near
no fear no fear
ceaseless boredum murders passion
arousal
chance

automatic flesh
crimes of neglect
emotionless alienation
isolation
increase soulless inertia
silent graveyard grief
windless stillness

decapitated thoughts scatter lifeless insights helter skelter
fall limply into merciless forgetfulness
emaciated shadows vanishing before the final dawn

glaring virtual moon accentuates the blemish of now
strangers lie like dying doves in blood-soaked sand

increasingly estranged distance between thought and mouth
venomous stinging anger avenges like a fataly wounded cobra

yet You
and only You
my Creative Will
emerging quietly from lingering uncertainty
brush aside cruel veils of vanquished yesterdays
lie naked beside my primal longing
whispering tender solace
reviving my exhausted mind
world weary heart
breathing new life into my suffocating spirit