Dear My Greatest Friend

Right now I need you to know
something about my soul.
I missed you last year oh so much
Wished that I'd feel your calming touch
and when it didn't come again
I fell so deep into pain.
I felt all alone, so deeply betrayed
with no one to get me from day to day
I cute a lot, it got real bad,
all the pain I had to have.
Guilt totally flooded my mind
as to why you weren't by my side
I thought I did something wrong
and that's why you were gone so long.
I tried so hard to just forget,
but my mind would let
me and I fell so far down.
When I finally thought I hit the ground
it shattered out from under me
and in the dark I couldn't see.
For so long, there I stayed
and so quietly I prayed
Lord please send to me
and angel to help me be
In an instant you were back
and light shone down to cover black
In this light I found your hand
carefully, you helped me stand.
no every single day with you
I learn new things that I can do.
And every little step I take
is one, without you, I could not make.
All the smiled came flooding back
hit me with a giant smack.
Like that of a kiss slap
which, love, isn't just a tap.
I need you to know the past is gone
it faded faster than the coming dawn.
Kayla, baby, your amazing
obviously it was me you were saving.
I just hope and I just pray
I can pay you back everyday
I can't live without you again,
life isn't life without a best friend.
With no one there to love or care
to hold you close and stroke your hair
life just fades away and is sad
and the only memories are bad.
but with the love you've given me
my eyes are open and I can see.
No matter what happens I'll always know
my love for you I can surely show
and even on my darkest day
I know it all will be okay.
And all the love that's in this world
is aimed at me from just you, girl.
You make it seem all fine and just
Life with you is definitely a must
Without you colors fade away
and my whole life becomes gray.
Without you I would die
so please don't ever say goodbye.
I cannot live if you go
so love for you I try to show.
But if it hurts to be my friend
promise me you'll let it end.
Don't hurt yourself to stay with me
but i love you so much. Van you see?
That without you I can't live
but for you my life, I'd give.
If it meant your happiness
I'd fade into the black abyss.
I wish that you would always smile
I hope I make your life worth while
and always we can be
just me and you and you and me