To all my groups and any friends I may have. I wanted to let all of you know that I am very very ill. I log on in very brief moments to read anything but am gone as quickly as possible. I am enduring extreme amounts of pain, spasms in stomach and head and entire body as well as panic attacks due to the pain. I have two doctors that have failed me, neither will give me anything to help stop this I got so angry I went into a full blown panic attack my first in years. I live with fibro and myofascial pain as well as some other things and since a med change I've not been able to type, sit, stand even eat, I can't go back on that med and they are giving me nothing to replace it. I've tried ER before and after hours of sitting I get told my doctors are doing all they can and I walk out bawling. I am soooooo lonely but in too much pain to respond or write or at times even comprehend what I am reading. I've lost even my own family wanting to be near me (there wont be a mothers day here period )and I am still dealing with the loss of my own mother. Please pray for me, I've not been this physically miserable as long as I can remember, day after day....
I hope I can return to writing soon, using my arms and my spine, my back and most of all my brain. My only friends in the world are right here and when I cant function I lose that too. I feel so lost right now, such an embarrasement and whiner and anyone dealing with fibro will understand the words I am saying knowing what it feels like to be left suffering while doctors turn their heads and walk away. I am a very severe case of it and im having to pinch my muscles as I write this. Someone please write me even if I cant respond to help me believe it will get better and I will return again...to just hear a voice out there.
Susan
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