I know it's demented that I'm in love with a woman twice my age and then some
I sometimes wish I could control my emotions
But
That's not how it is
Yes, I am coming out and saying it
as painful it is
I must be honest with myself
I can't live a lie any longer
Maybe you think I'd be best suited stuck in a straight-jacket
in a claustrophobic padded room
complete with barred windows and shitty-ass food
I can't say you're not right,
it may be the undeniable truth
It may be that I am offically fucking insane
If I am, I am
I know there's no chance whatsoever of her and I
but that doesn't change anything
nothing does
and
I
fucking
hate
it
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Do you agree/disagree, am I crazy? Can anyone identify at least a little bit?
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It's all good
Love is just that, love and age is just a number. If you can accept the fact that being in love with a woman period is ok with you but not others, then accept the same with age. No one can make you happy but yourself. Make decisions you can live with and not ones that others can. I once dated some one 23 yrs. older than I. You're not crazy nor demented, your just you. -
I love it! See it this way, if you are demented, you should be proud of it... There is nothing sick with that, love is a most noble feeling in all of it's forms! Other people call it twisted because it might seem so to them, but the love that you feel (and I feel the same kind of love) is as majestic as any other kind! I know how hard it can be if there is no chance, trust me... All the love I have experienced in my whole life was unrequited... I have no sexual experience... But I know what love means... It scares me, but I don't know what to do, except to ask for help... And I just wanted to tell you....
You are not alone...
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baby, I know life sucks sometimes and don't always seem fair...it by no means, makes you crazy, just human to have feelings...I have been in that spot before...I don't want to sound cliche and like some wise-ass adult, but you will find true love one day...I believe in you and I am in your corner...
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The best advice I can give you sweety..Is always be true to yourself.....Go with what is in your heart and F*** the rest of the world.
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