Can You Never Understand?

Oh with such dissimulation I love you,

You will never know, no matter how profound your mind may be.

Nor will you ever know how acute I am to your actions

And how determinedly I am to approach you

With enough suavity to put a queen to shame.

It is only because of you that I am eager to display my sagacity to you,

You are the only reason I try to be the best that I can be.

But never will I tell you my feelings, for should you reject me….

Such a deep crevice would be torn in my heart deeper than any have ever known.

Even then, no matter what gesticulations I may perceive in my mind,

I would never be able to do anything to you, not in regard you with disdain.

And so is how deeply in love with you I fell.