I stare blankly into darkness, as your face engulfs my view. I try hard to ignore this pulling feeling, I try to forget you. The harder i push the memories away, the more they tare at my heart. I try to forget i once kissed your lips, try to remember that you are gone.
Crying myself to sleep every night, tare up my wrists adding more cuts to hide. This is the way i live my life, these are the reasons i think of suicide. The days are turning into weeks, and the weeks turn into months. While i sit here waiting for my love for you to die, while i sit here waiting for my self to cease to cry.
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Really SAD
Maybe you will feel better about life if you get pet, like....a dog or maybe ask the peaple, who gave you materials and encouragement to become an artist in the first place, to forgive you for the dagger you stuck their back. If you KILL you SELF. What will be the result? I've known many young folks who died and guess what eventually the pain goes away and with exception of the ones who hurt the worst, no one remembers them or really speak highly of them. Just get a dog a pet him when you feel sad. I know a great one you can have. He does have blatter problem though. Keep writing and believe it or not vampires can be some funny Mother ******s. Try a little humer its still in you some where. -
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Hello SiennsXxXThe Broken,
I am very sorry that you struggle with suicidal thoughts
Noone should have to endure such horrible thoughts.
That alone would be bad.
I am sorry that you got hurt with love. Give it time though.
You never know what could be around the corner.
There are some corrections that could be done with this but...
because of the topic I won't say them.
I really do hope things get better for you soon.
Never give up on life. You never really do know what could happen.
Kari,
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