Deceiving Fate

when i saw the sadness in your eyes
i caught the tears fleeing with disguise
trying to hide the pain which lied inside
trying to wipe away the shame without being recognized

did she tear out your heart again?
did she try to pretend?
she convinced her self again
that everything always has to have an end

when she left you all alone
in this darkness in a lost zone
where no ends would meet for long
where no hope would seem to come

to save you from your lonliness
to erase this faded kiss
to take away all of your fears
to wipe away all of your tears

can you ever look at her face again?
without blaming her for all that she's done?
can you ever forgive her again?
put those painful nights to an end

has she thoroughly teared you apart?
when she left you with a broken heart?
and abandoned all of your love
after all what you've said and done

and someday you thought she was the one
who brought in happines and wonders to your life
when you lived them through and breathed them in
she drowned you in pain and to live was no more your right

how cruel and decieving you must think
it's all hatered and agony she brings
with her he felt as if destiny had linked
both of them together with sparks that never lit

but so deep is this wound that would never heal
and so deep was his love to her that never appealed
so alive it felt yet now it's dead
along with you, and death you wed